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 Poetry written
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 Raul Moldez
 Rene Bernales
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 | Rene wrote this when he sent the poem to Bugs &
    Bytes:"they that learned not the lesson of the errored past are condemned to repeat it...
    my deep apology to those who are victims of war... no amount of words can describe the
    worst experience of their lives - the horror, the humiliation, the anxieties brought about
    by fright and flight..."
 A
    revolutionary recounts the errored pastby Rene Bernales
 It is said
    that time heals,Emotions sooth, feelings pacify,
 If this is true and faithful, tell me why,
 Grudges and hatred still linger by.
 In the land
    where heroes are born,Where sunset never fails to unfold,
 The beauty of the Sulu Seas -
 What a wonder to behold,
 My hometown, adornment of the far South,
 Where roam the Martyrs of Faith,
 The Guardians of Old.
 Once wielding
    furrows - tilling patiently their fields,Others sailed "vintas" to the generous seas,
 And bring home the prize of their toils,
 With solemn pride in their tired eyes.
 But that was
    long ago and far,Before the summer of 1974
 Where mortars roared and thunder glowed,
 Wailings and cries for help & mercy - you hear,
 So horrible a scene- nobody can bear.
 I was on my
    14th year of age,When a town of peace was terrorized,
 Not by bandits but by armies of the state,
 Forced by circumstance , I learned to defy -
 A young revolutionary I become,
 And vowed "an eye for an eye"
 I lost my
    adolescence and my innocence,I become a man - I learned I could not cry,
 Hands, so young and tender - that used to hold pens,
 Now wielding guns, grenades and anti-personnel mines,
 Dangers abound, but fear had deserted me,
 I'll defend what is mine and get what is ours to take,
 This is all about love and hate.
 Now, tell me,
    where is time ?In the hearts of men reside scars and wounds,
 Memoirs, memoirs, but not time.
 For time is irrelevant and unkind - it has no pity,
 Can it bring back the lives of those we loved dearly?
 Can it heal the wounds of life I suffered most ?
 What it gave me are memories, memories untold.
 Of love and hate and adolescence lost.
 More
    poetry by Rene Bernales in this issue The vanity of life Of love & remembrance
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